Karambaaaa

The feeling still remain inside me, I can’t help myself.. 
 

Nagsusulat ako ng story for my script, 9:41 pm ang oras na nakita ko sa computer ko then sa pangalawang tingin ko 10:43 pm na! Isang oras ko na pa lang pinapatakbo ang story sa isip ko pero wala pa din akong nasusulat !!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

There’s a danger in loving somebody too much

You’re still my everything.. 

I don’t know why I need to do things that violates my nature. Things that I know I will end up to nothing, things that will put my everything into dust. My fugitive thoughts wander, deny my small details of precious memories which I’ve been holding for a year. Yes all my efforts are futile. But I think for a while I know why all things went wrong, it’s because I fall. In our world being lost means a castaway by their own island, like falling for someone which in the end you realized that it was you all along who make things at its worst. I might end up losing, but I’m still young to be jaded.

The More I know is Less I understand :|

“There are things you need to learn before you earn,”

Staring before his eyes the man soflty spoke

“And that’s respect”

My memory is the only thing that holds those precious time that we were together. A year where sunrise and dawn doesn’t matter, where time is within our reach, where we used to laugh like we were the most happiest creature in the world. The times when we fought for some misunderstandings and reconcile. The moment when you touch my hands and smile. Those were the beautiful smile that I will never forget. There was a time that I need to throw away those Ferocious battle we’re into, the battle of pride where no one wins. The time when I realized I’m in love were the times I doubted and fear, fear from the words that you might recklessly say. Those memories are my reasons why I’m still in the grief of love.

That time when I ask myself “If I fall, would you care?”, and until this moment I abide the questions that I kept a long time ago. Sometimes I’m afraid to think about the future, because things might not be as good as they were yesterday, or maybe the worse.

It’s so difficult to love someone you’ve known for a long time. And it’s me who suddenly fall:|